I suddenly realized that it is once again a ber month ...November. I remember quite clearly what I did 2 years ago. Although I was out of job I was not penniless. I had a small business way back then. but this didn't console my feelings of loneliness.
The ber months always makes me somber and thoughtful. I hate the feeling though yet how can I just disregard it. What a pity for me!! I know somehow I may not be the only one feeling like this when December is fast approaching.
December to me is always a snowy Christmas, I feel the coldness of the air, the weather which was always rainy, my eyes wet from reminiscing of a love that has been forgotten as letters lay under my bed soaked with tears and marked by time. I wish I could forget all unhappiness in life. Nevertheless, those were happy memoirs of the past that are still treasured.
Now, I hope this December should be something new. How I wish that it will be a very fruitful Christmas!! I hope I shall never be alone again during these holidays. And that I could say my ber months has been very good so its a time to be cheerful as I will be facing a good year ahead.
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